1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:12,040 --> 00:00:15,120 NETFLIX DOCUMENTARIES 4 00:00:32,480 --> 00:00:34,120 Before Mats passed away 5 00:00:36,080 --> 00:00:38,600 The boy left it to us login password. 6 00:00:45,480 --> 00:00:47,440 I think this is intentional. 7 00:00:49,960 --> 00:00:53,040 Clearly the boy had hope We will find something. 8 00:00:57,120 --> 00:01:01,880 Because this password leads to a world which we were completely unaware of. 9 00:01:01,880 --> 00:01:03,800 EMAIL - PASSWORD LOG IN 10 00:01:10,000 --> 00:01:12,120 {\an8}I solved a few famous cases. 11 00:01:16,240 --> 00:01:19,040 {\an8}Ibelin Redmoore, Private Detective. 12 00:01:19,040 --> 00:01:20,120 {\an8}Pleased to serve. 13 00:01:23,320 --> 00:01:26,480 {\an8}Sometimes we have to rush in, no matter how scary it looks. 14 00:01:31,760 --> 00:01:34,360 {\an8}Help us! Hurry! 15 00:01:35,920 --> 00:01:38,080 {\an8}Are you going to stand there all day? 16 00:01:55,080 --> 00:02:00,720 IBELIN'S EXTRAORDINARY LIFE 17 00:02:04,000 --> 00:02:10,280 JULY 2, 1989 7:18 PM 18 00:02:14,320 --> 00:02:20,680 JULY 8, 1989 6:56 PM 19 00:02:31,680 --> 00:02:33,760 Robert Steen, I love you. 20 00:02:35,240 --> 00:02:36,880 I love you more. 21 00:02:42,160 --> 00:02:46,240 Hello baby, shall we take you inside? 22 00:03:01,480 --> 00:03:03,160 So lovely. 23 00:03:03,160 --> 00:03:05,320 Do you want to touch? 24 00:03:05,320 --> 00:03:12,400 {\an8}SEPTEMBER 16, 1990 12:14 PM 25 00:03:30,280 --> 00:03:34,160 MOTHER 26 00:03:36,600 --> 00:03:38,200 My husband and I were young at that time. 27 00:03:38,200 --> 00:03:39,840 Mats is the first child. 28 00:03:40,960 --> 00:03:45,920 That's a beautiful baby boy and the best in the world. 29 00:03:49,360 --> 00:03:54,440 We see Mats growing slower than other children of the same age. 30 00:03:59,320 --> 00:04:03,720 The boy falls more often and have difficulty standing up. 31 00:04:06,880 --> 00:04:10,960 They said the boy was born with it rare muscular dystrophy. 32 00:04:12,440 --> 00:04:16,200 Only boys get this disease and mothers who carry the disease. 33 00:04:17,760 --> 00:04:19,320 And there is no cure. 34 00:04:30,640 --> 00:04:33,280 AUGUST 15, 1996 8:57 AM 35 00:04:33,280 --> 00:04:35,600 Yes. We need to hurry. 36 00:04:35,600 --> 00:04:36,520 Right. 37 00:04:39,320 --> 00:04:40,800 First day of school. 38 00:04:51,560 --> 00:04:56,240 It's painful when I see my child getting worse and worse. 39 00:04:56,880 --> 00:05:01,280 The baby was born with a perfectly functional body. 40 00:05:01,280 --> 00:05:06,040 And each thing is lost slowly but inevitably. 41 00:05:06,040 --> 00:05:07,880 And we have Mats. 42 00:05:07,880 --> 00:05:09,600 Come on, Mats. 43 00:05:09,600 --> 00:05:10,840 Any! 44 00:05:10,840 --> 00:05:12,240 APRIL 6, 1996 3:55 PM 45 00:05:12,240 --> 00:05:14,280 - Can you help me stand up? - Greet! 46 00:05:21,520 --> 00:05:23,160 Raise your hands! 47 00:05:24,720 --> 00:05:28,200 I remember every time We need new aids. 48 00:05:32,280 --> 00:05:34,320 I thought to myself: "The boy has reached this point." 49 00:05:38,800 --> 00:05:39,680 It's difficult. 50 00:05:40,360 --> 00:05:41,360 Absolutely terrible. 51 00:05:48,480 --> 00:05:53,040 JULY 8, 1998 5:28 PM 52 00:05:53,040 --> 00:05:54,200 All dreams disappear. 53 00:05:55,000 --> 00:05:56,120 Everything became dark. 54 00:05:59,000 --> 00:06:00,800 Then you have to find new dreams. 55 00:06:00,800 --> 00:06:03,200 JULY 16, 1998 3:19 PM 56 00:06:03,200 --> 00:06:08,640 We have to work hard every day so that every day with Mats is a happy day. 57 00:06:12,200 --> 00:06:13,880 - Do you like swimming? - Yes. 58 00:06:13,880 --> 00:06:14,960 Thumbs up! 59 00:06:14,960 --> 00:06:16,960 JULY 18, 1998 5:38 PM 60 00:06:16,960 --> 00:06:17,880 Hello. 61 00:06:19,200 --> 00:06:21,000 - Did you have fun? - Yes. 62 00:06:21,000 --> 00:06:25,560 Happy birthday Happy Birthday 63 00:06:25,560 --> 00:06:27,200 JULY 3, 1999 9:28 AM 64 00:06:27,200 --> 00:06:28,200 Hey Mats! 65 00:06:30,080 --> 00:06:31,360 Happy birthday! 66 00:06:33,120 --> 00:06:34,720 I don't think you know what it is. 67 00:06:34,720 --> 00:06:35,720 I know. 68 00:06:42,640 --> 00:06:45,440 We agreed to let Mats play a lot, 69 00:06:46,160 --> 00:06:48,800 because he missed out on many other things. 70 00:07:02,560 --> 00:07:06,680 When the boy became increasingly dependent on wheelchairs, 71 00:07:06,680 --> 00:07:10,240 gaming time and sitting in front of the screen also increased sharply. 72 00:07:17,240 --> 00:07:20,360 The boy plays in the morning while the whole family eats breakfast. 73 00:07:20,360 --> 00:07:23,960 The boy brought a game console to school and play at home. 74 00:07:32,000 --> 00:07:35,080 It can be noticed when Mats plays games a lot. 75 00:07:37,120 --> 00:07:39,600 The boy was tired and anorexic. 76 00:07:40,480 --> 00:07:43,560 The boy is not active or happy as usual. 77 00:07:54,200 --> 00:07:58,560 I remember we talked a lot about Mats using the computer too much. 78 00:07:58,560 --> 00:08:01,960 SISTER 79 00:08:01,960 --> 00:08:04,960 I have been several times persuade him to go out more. 80 00:08:05,600 --> 00:08:06,720 Do other things. 81 00:08:10,280 --> 00:08:11,360 Alright. 82 00:08:13,240 --> 00:08:14,320 Now let's film Mia. 83 00:08:16,760 --> 00:08:17,720 Go and see. 84 00:08:19,520 --> 00:08:21,280 Can it find the ball? 85 00:08:23,200 --> 00:08:26,520 Dad and mom are very good at their jobs take us on a picnic 86 00:08:26,520 --> 00:08:28,600 with other familiar families. 87 00:08:33,720 --> 00:08:35,600 It was okay at first. 88 00:08:36,560 --> 00:08:39,240 But after a while it becomes more difficult. 89 00:08:43,160 --> 00:08:46,200 I remember that day We were about to go to a concert. 90 00:08:46,960 --> 00:08:50,840 Suddenly, Mats didn't want to come with us. 91 00:08:51,720 --> 00:08:56,160 We have been looking forward to that day for quite a while. So I tried to convince the boy. 92 00:08:59,080 --> 00:09:00,480 But Mats refused. 93 00:09:02,800 --> 00:09:05,240 The boy wanted to play games that evening. 94 00:09:06,840 --> 00:09:09,040 - Hello. - Where are you going, Erlend? 95 00:09:09,040 --> 00:09:11,280 Go to the concert. 96 00:09:11,280 --> 00:09:13,480 - Are you excited? - Yes, very excited. 97 00:09:21,000 --> 00:09:24,320 He lost connection with you guys. 98 00:09:24,960 --> 00:09:28,960 I don't remember whether he Did you really have any friends in high school? 99 00:09:34,880 --> 00:09:38,320 It's hard to live and enjoy own opportunities 100 00:09:39,280 --> 00:09:43,400 when one of the people you love the most There are less and less... 101 00:09:44,840 --> 00:09:45,680 opportunities. 102 00:09:49,320 --> 00:09:50,840 It's midnight now. 103 00:09:51,960 --> 00:09:53,320 Sleep well, son. 104 00:09:54,960 --> 00:09:55,800 Well, no. 105 00:09:56,680 --> 00:09:57,800 Last try. 106 00:09:59,360 --> 00:10:00,560 This is interesting. 107 00:10:05,240 --> 00:10:06,160 I'm turning it off. 108 00:10:13,760 --> 00:10:16,040 After high school, Mats moved out. 109 00:10:16,560 --> 00:10:18,040 The boy really liked this. 110 00:10:19,400 --> 00:10:22,440 Even if it's just moving to the ground floor in our house, 111 00:10:22,440 --> 00:10:24,280 The boy loves the independence he has. 112 00:10:27,000 --> 00:10:30,400 The first thing the boy did is to hang a picture he really loves. 113 00:10:31,200 --> 00:10:33,800 And then the boy started Blogging about my life. 114 00:10:38,680 --> 00:10:40,880 The boy has his own special equipment. 115 00:10:40,880 --> 00:10:44,200 You can go backwards when you do that, see? 116 00:10:45,400 --> 00:10:47,560 Pang, pang, pang, you can jump to the side. 117 00:10:47,560 --> 00:10:50,080 - And keep shooting. - I understand. 118 00:10:50,840 --> 00:10:54,240 Things the creators of this game What a great idea you came up with. 119 00:10:54,240 --> 00:10:56,120 They create a whole digital world. 120 00:10:56,840 --> 00:10:57,680 Right. 121 00:10:58,240 --> 00:11:01,600 Mats told me The boy often plays with other people. 122 00:11:04,320 --> 00:11:07,400 But we think These people don't know Mats, 123 00:11:08,080 --> 00:11:11,600 because they have never met face to face and they never talk. 124 00:11:15,960 --> 00:11:17,960 Over the past ten years, 125 00:11:17,960 --> 00:11:21,600 The boy was probably there in the game world about 20,000 hours. 126 00:11:42,680 --> 00:11:45,080 This outside world is too limited. 127 00:11:47,720 --> 00:11:51,520 If you play games 12 hours a day, You don't have time to do anything else. 128 00:11:53,280 --> 00:11:55,480 You don't have time to meet friends. 129 00:12:02,880 --> 00:12:04,480 Our great sadness, 130 00:12:04,480 --> 00:12:10,320 lies in the fact that the boy doesn't have one experience friendship, love, 131 00:12:10,840 --> 00:12:13,560 or make a difference in the lives of others. 132 00:12:26,000 --> 00:12:30,840 Last footage of Mats was filmed at his uncle's wedding. 133 00:13:10,800 --> 00:13:12,760 The boy fell asleep and then passed away. 134 00:13:14,920 --> 00:13:15,920 And that's the end. 135 00:13:26,600 --> 00:13:30,200 You are never ready enough to lose a child. 136 00:13:35,240 --> 00:13:37,680 The boy and I fought, 137 00:13:39,000 --> 00:13:40,920 struggle and I often feel 138 00:13:41,920 --> 00:13:43,560 that it was my fault 139 00:13:44,640 --> 00:13:46,360 when the baby was born like that. 140 00:13:49,400 --> 00:13:52,880 The two of us have a real bond... It's really powerful. 141 00:13:52,880 --> 00:13:55,200 And I accompanied my child. 142 00:14:00,160 --> 00:14:04,000 Time seemed to stop for the next few days. 143 00:14:04,000 --> 00:14:07,880 We just sat on the couch and cried, people come and go, and then... 144 00:14:08,600 --> 00:14:09,840 Everything is so strange. 145 00:14:11,560 --> 00:14:13,920 As I passed the apartment with his belongings... 146 00:14:15,960 --> 00:14:17,920 Seeing the wheelchair empty... 147 00:14:19,480 --> 00:14:20,320 It's strange. 148 00:14:25,320 --> 00:14:27,400 And we, 149 00:14:27,400 --> 00:14:31,920 Robert and Mia and me, Sit in that chair for at least 24 hours. 150 00:14:31,920 --> 00:14:35,720 And we can't sleep, and everything becomes blurred. 151 00:14:35,720 --> 00:14:38,880 When we concentrate our thoughts more, 152 00:14:38,880 --> 00:14:42,240 we thought, “Oh my God, we need it 153 00:14:42,240 --> 00:14:43,760 Tell everyone online." 154 00:14:43,760 --> 00:14:46,400 They need to know the boy will no longer log in. 155 00:14:47,040 --> 00:14:49,440 Then we asked ourselves: "So what should we do?" 156 00:14:49,440 --> 00:14:52,240 REFLECTION ABOUT LIFE 157 00:14:52,240 --> 00:14:56,280 Robert suddenly remembered: "I have the password to Mats' blog. 158 00:14:57,000 --> 00:15:01,760 Maybe you should try accessing it. I don't think There will be many people, but just give it a try. 159 00:15:01,760 --> 00:15:04,160 LOG IN MATS.STEEN@GMAIL.COM 160 00:15:04,160 --> 00:15:08,840 Then he sat down, together we wrote that part. 161 00:15:08,840 --> 00:15:12,760 THIS JOURNEY HAS REACHED THE END POINT 162 00:15:13,760 --> 00:15:19,920 SON, BROTHER AND FRIEND OUR DEAREST 163 00:15:19,920 --> 00:15:23,800 GONE THIS NIGHT. 164 00:15:23,800 --> 00:15:30,160 THE FAMILY CAN BE CONTACT AT MAIL: ROBERT@SCHI 165 00:15:30,160 --> 00:15:31,480 POST? CONFIRMATION 166 00:15:31,480 --> 00:15:33,680 We send it "into cyberspace". 167 00:15:33,680 --> 00:15:37,520 We don't know Has anyone seen this post? 168 00:15:37,520 --> 00:15:38,560 POST 169 00:15:42,360 --> 00:15:49,360 POSTING NOW 170 00:15:54,480 --> 00:15:56,560 SORRY CONDITIONS, HORRIBLE NEWS 171 00:15:56,560 --> 00:15:59,800 I DIDN'T HAVE A CHANCE TO MEET HIM DIRECT BUT I CAN TELL 172 00:15:59,800 --> 00:16:01,680 HE IS SO KIND AND CARING 173 00:16:01,680 --> 00:16:04,480 A FRIEND OF MATS DEAR MATS FAMILY, 174 00:16:04,480 --> 00:16:07,520 SEND IBELIN'S CONDITIONS 175 00:16:07,520 --> 00:16:10,360 MATS WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED A SONG FOR MATS 176 00:16:10,360 --> 00:16:14,040 And then we got it One email after another. 177 00:16:14,040 --> 00:16:15,320 We were extremely confused. 178 00:16:15,320 --> 00:16:17,840 TO THE IBELIN FAMILY THE DEPARTURE OF A FRIEND 179 00:16:17,840 --> 00:16:18,760 What is this? 180 00:16:19,760 --> 00:16:21,600 Who are these people? 181 00:16:21,600 --> 00:16:24,240 Are they completely insane or something? 182 00:16:26,480 --> 00:16:29,040 I'D BETTER STOP HERE, REST IN PEACE IBELIN 183 00:16:29,040 --> 00:16:31,560 THE DEPARTURE OF A FRIEND IBELIN, I WILL MISS YOU 184 00:16:31,560 --> 00:16:34,440 MATS DEEPEST SORROWS 185 00:16:34,440 --> 00:16:36,360 A JOURNEY THAT IS TOO SHORT, NEVER FORGET 186 00:16:36,360 --> 00:16:37,640 MATS IS A FRIEND. 187 00:16:37,640 --> 00:16:40,880 MEMORIES Sincere condolences 188 00:16:40,880 --> 00:16:42,520 A lot of people send emails. 189 00:16:42,520 --> 00:16:44,400 It's unimaginable. 190 00:16:53,920 --> 00:16:56,040 Dear Robert, Trude and Mia, 191 00:17:08,440 --> 00:17:11,440 Mats is a true friend to me. 192 00:17:15,440 --> 00:17:18,040 He is extremely romantic 193 00:17:19,280 --> 00:17:21,440 and has been very successful with women. 194 00:17:24,000 --> 00:17:28,240 He always makes comments makes for a happy mood. 195 00:17:34,080 --> 00:17:38,440 If you tell him you're going to the movies, he will remember that. 196 00:17:40,280 --> 00:17:42,240 He listened and... 197 00:17:42,240 --> 00:17:48,200 Back then, he listened to me, I can talk about all sorts of silly things. 198 00:17:50,520 --> 00:17:54,480 And I almost feel it he is part of the family. 199 00:17:55,360 --> 00:17:58,000 I SHOULD BETTER STOP, REST IN PEACE IBELIN REIKE, XENIA 200 00:17:58,000 --> 00:18:01,400 You always knew that he was serious about what he said. 201 00:18:08,000 --> 00:18:10,840 And he probably doesn't know 202 00:18:10,840 --> 00:18:15,000 enormous impact of myself to many people. 203 00:19:18,360 --> 00:19:25,360 BLOG MATS WROTE BEFORE PIECE TITLE "REFLECTIONS ON LIFE" 204 00:19:29,720 --> 00:19:35,560 IT WAS POSTED RIGHT AHEAD THE TIME HE LEAVES 205 00:19:40,680 --> 00:19:45,600 THE ARTICLE WILL BE READ BY A MODERATOR WITH A VOICE LIKE MATS'S 206 00:19:49,440 --> 00:19:51,160 I was born in 1989, 207 00:19:52,040 --> 00:19:54,080 just in time to avoid most of the '80s. 208 00:20:01,200 --> 00:20:03,920 That decade also exists some cool music, 209 00:20:04,280 --> 00:20:06,400 but fashion and the style is terrible. 210 00:20:06,400 --> 00:20:09,640 Shoulder pads, weird hairstyle, 211 00:20:09,640 --> 00:20:11,520 and that scary pastel color scheme. 212 00:20:13,960 --> 00:20:17,320 I know a few people who like this style for reasons I cannot explain. 213 00:20:19,200 --> 00:20:21,200 That was the year the Berlin Wall fell. 214 00:20:25,720 --> 00:20:28,160 It is not What do I remember about these things? 215 00:20:31,760 --> 00:20:33,040 I like that thought. 216 00:20:33,040 --> 00:20:36,080 It was as if the wall had to collapse for I will be born. 217 00:20:42,080 --> 00:20:45,760 I just had my first time has an electric wheelchair. 218 00:20:47,560 --> 00:20:50,800 With four big tires, it is built for all terrain. 219 00:20:51,800 --> 00:20:52,800 Pretty impressive, isn't it? 220 00:20:54,000 --> 00:20:55,720 It's called The Exterior, 221 00:20:56,160 --> 00:20:58,600 and we have many adventures together. 222 00:20:59,400 --> 00:21:01,120 That car is awesome, 223 00:21:01,120 --> 00:21:05,880 as I drove through the schoolyard, A kid riding a tricycle approached, 224 00:21:05,880 --> 00:21:08,440 looked up at me with big eyes and asked, 225 00:21:08,440 --> 00:21:09,960 "Do you want to change car?" 226 00:21:10,920 --> 00:21:13,200 Sure, I will be very pleased exchange cars with me. 227 00:21:13,200 --> 00:21:15,280 The car comes with a muscular condition. 228 00:21:16,080 --> 00:21:19,320 Then I'll happily ride on it New tricycle enters the sunset. 229 00:21:23,720 --> 00:21:26,760 I was sent to summer camp with other disabled children. 230 00:21:28,680 --> 00:21:30,120 I hate this whole idea. 231 00:21:32,840 --> 00:21:36,600 My biggest problem with this summer camp is a trip to an amusement park. 232 00:21:38,400 --> 00:21:40,560 March in it like a freak show. 233 00:21:42,440 --> 00:21:45,760 It's like a distorted version, Prison Break's disability. 234 00:21:47,200 --> 00:21:49,680 I started to think of a way I can escape. 235 00:21:51,600 --> 00:21:53,120 The others stared. 236 00:21:53,760 --> 00:21:56,880 They always say pleasant words. 237 00:21:56,880 --> 00:21:59,400 "Hello. Do you like this park?" 238 00:22:00,120 --> 00:22:03,520 Yes, I'm not deaf or mentally ill. Thank you very much. 239 00:22:09,040 --> 00:22:12,000 I have an apartment and a lovely family nearby. 240 00:22:13,560 --> 00:22:15,520 I don't work because I don't need to. 241 00:22:16,880 --> 00:22:18,840 "The lucky one", some people might think so. 242 00:22:19,560 --> 00:22:21,480 I have my own reasons for this. 243 00:22:23,400 --> 00:22:25,640 Suddenly this sounds like dating ads. 244 00:22:26,400 --> 00:22:30,480 Soon, I will write about my walks on the beach and how good I am at listening. 245 00:22:32,440 --> 00:22:33,800 No, relax. 246 00:22:39,080 --> 00:22:40,880 This article will not cover that. 247 00:22:51,160 --> 00:22:53,520 Fortunately, I found a way out. 248 00:22:58,040 --> 00:22:59,440 It's not a screen. 249 00:22:59,440 --> 00:23:02,480 It is the gateway to wherever your heart desires. 250 00:23:04,160 --> 00:23:07,320 I started the computer, music started playing. 251 00:23:09,160 --> 00:23:10,560 And then, I left this world. 252 00:23:56,160 --> 00:23:59,320 I spend most of my time in a small region calledAzeroth. 253 00:24:00,960 --> 00:24:03,080 There, my chains were removed. 254 00:24:04,640 --> 00:24:06,960 And I can be whoever I want. 255 00:24:13,640 --> 00:24:15,440 {\an8}NAME IBELIN 256 00:24:17,480 --> 00:24:21,080 I am Ibelin Redmoore, a famous detective and nobleman. 257 00:24:23,600 --> 00:24:25,120 He fights against the forces of evil, 258 00:24:25,120 --> 00:24:27,520 And make friends as well as enemies wherever you go. 259 00:24:33,440 --> 00:24:36,360 Ibelin are extensions of myself. 260 00:24:36,360 --> 00:24:37,760 Other parts of me. 261 00:24:41,720 --> 00:24:44,520 The cool thing about virtual beer that you are not drunk. 262 00:24:44,520 --> 00:24:46,000 You're just pretending to be drunk. 263 00:24:48,520 --> 00:24:50,240 This certainly sounds very absurd, 264 00:24:50,800 --> 00:24:53,440 but it's an interesting challenge for players to role-play. 265 00:25:10,960 --> 00:25:12,880 In real life, I need to be optimistic, 266 00:25:13,960 --> 00:25:17,160 fight with difficulties with a smile on his lips. 267 00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:27,640 There were a lot of things I missed. 268 00:25:35,120 --> 00:25:38,720 Friends I might have had if I force myself to be more social. 269 00:25:39,920 --> 00:25:41,920 Maybe I'm always a little shy. 270 00:25:52,040 --> 00:25:53,800 There were parties in high school. 271 00:25:56,360 --> 00:25:57,480 Attractive girls... 272 00:25:58,920 --> 00:26:00,200 Motorcycles. 273 00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:02,680 Many things that a 17 year old boy wishes for. 274 00:26:04,400 --> 00:26:06,320 But those were all just dreams, 275 00:26:08,600 --> 00:26:09,800 out of my reach. 276 00:26:15,960 --> 00:26:18,760 Just when I was about to pick you up the cutest girl in school 277 00:26:18,760 --> 00:26:20,440 and go to a romantic place, 278 00:26:21,400 --> 00:26:23,360 I was thrown out of my illusion. 279 00:26:31,000 --> 00:26:32,520 Dreams are beautiful that way. 280 00:26:33,960 --> 00:26:35,640 You can always go back there. 281 00:26:40,560 --> 00:26:45,040 Luckily I'm attached to this wheelchair otherwise it will give mother a heart attack 282 00:26:45,680 --> 00:26:48,240 Because it was driving loudly on the road on his motorbike. 283 00:26:51,160 --> 00:26:56,800 DEAR TRUDE, ROBERT AND MIA, I AM A FRIEND OF MATS. 284 00:26:59,760 --> 00:27:01,640 Dear Trude, Robert and Mia, 285 00:27:02,840 --> 00:27:06,320 I'm a friend of Mats and I know him through Ibelin. 286 00:27:09,080 --> 00:27:11,200 I am the leader of Starlight, 287 00:27:11,200 --> 00:27:15,080 The community of friends that Ibelin member for eight years. 288 00:27:17,240 --> 00:27:22,240 We met through virtual characters, Behind each character is a real person. 289 00:27:29,320 --> 00:27:31,520 We role-play together. 290 00:27:31,520 --> 00:27:35,360 Players adjust to their shoulders and lead that role through adventures, 291 00:27:35,360 --> 00:27:37,240 challenges and difficulties. 292 00:27:42,200 --> 00:27:45,520 The core of role-playing simply play that role. 293 00:27:45,520 --> 00:27:48,440 We choose things My virtual character will say and do. 294 00:27:51,680 --> 00:27:56,200 Because Ibelin is very discreet, we almost don't know anything about him in real life. 295 00:27:57,440 --> 00:28:00,800 All our communications all through in-game messages. 296 00:28:00,800 --> 00:28:02,160 HELLO! 297 00:28:02,160 --> 00:28:05,720 "And a lot of these messages recorded and saved while we played". 298 00:28:05,720 --> 00:28:07,920 SO NICE TO MEET YOU 299 00:28:11,680 --> 00:28:14,160 They are posted publicly on our forum, 300 00:28:14,160 --> 00:28:16,960 but most people It's hard to find them. 301 00:28:18,360 --> 00:28:20,720 These messages contains in-game dialogue, 302 00:28:20,720 --> 00:28:24,880 Character diaries and forum discussions from our community. 303 00:28:24,880 --> 00:28:27,720 A total of 42,000 pages. 304 00:28:32,600 --> 00:28:37,720 When Mats writes: "I'm an emotional guy, I usually follow my heart." 305 00:28:37,720 --> 00:28:41,160 we know he wrote this on August 30, 2012. 306 00:28:43,280 --> 00:28:46,240 We know the location and the things people said to him. 307 00:28:46,240 --> 00:28:49,120 I'M A SEXY GUY, I USUALLY FOLLOW MY HEART. 308 00:28:52,560 --> 00:28:55,960 Ibelin's feelings and actions Also available in the archive. 309 00:28:59,520 --> 00:29:02,320 IBELIN SEEMS HONEST, BUT SAD 310 00:29:04,840 --> 00:29:10,160 IBELIN LOOKS AT THE SKY, LET OUT A LONG SIGHS 311 00:29:15,480 --> 00:29:18,280 POUR SOUP INTO SEVERAL BOWL 312 00:29:24,200 --> 00:29:28,840 THIS HUGE STORAGE DOCUMENT ALLOWS RECONSTRUCTING MATS' LIFE 313 00:29:28,840 --> 00:29:31,200 IN THE WORLD OF WARCRAFT 314 00:29:33,800 --> 00:29:40,760 ANIMATION ARTIST CREATES VIBRANT SCENE USE MODELS IN THE GAME 315 00:29:42,600 --> 00:29:48,640 DESCRIPTION OF ACTIONS ALSO ANIMATED 316 00:29:50,720 --> 00:29:55,880 EACH MESSAGE WRITTEN BY MATS AND FRIENDS 317 00:29:55,880 --> 00:29:57,960 ACTORS READ ALL 318 00:30:01,600 --> 00:30:06,880 {\an8}ELWYNN AZEROTH FOREST 319 00:30:12,160 --> 00:30:14,400 - This soup is delicious. - YES! 320 00:30:25,480 --> 00:30:28,560 It was a peaceful, warm evening in Azeroth. 321 00:30:28,560 --> 00:30:32,240 Sit around the campfire, enjoy drinks and good stories. 322 00:30:46,480 --> 00:30:48,240 As we sat there, 323 00:30:48,240 --> 00:30:51,480 A mysterious dark-haired beauty coming out of the forest. 324 00:31:01,600 --> 00:31:03,840 I don't know how it happened, 325 00:31:03,840 --> 00:31:06,440 but she started teasing and flirt with my character. 326 00:31:08,280 --> 00:31:09,560 And I like it. 327 00:31:12,360 --> 00:31:15,920 My character just sits there, don't know what will happen next. 328 00:31:18,080 --> 00:31:20,920 She is flirting with you. You should follow her. 329 00:31:21,640 --> 00:31:25,000 No, she's not flirting with me. 330 00:31:25,640 --> 00:31:27,440 She clearly likes you. 331 00:31:43,120 --> 00:31:45,000 Ibelin finally stood up, 332 00:31:45,840 --> 00:31:47,800 and follow that mysterious woman. 333 00:31:51,000 --> 00:31:52,360 The story begins like this. 334 00:32:21,520 --> 00:32:23,640 There's something exciting about her. 335 00:32:25,520 --> 00:32:27,920 Her humor, the way she acts. 336 00:32:29,480 --> 00:32:30,680 I am conquered. 337 00:32:52,400 --> 00:32:55,160 ...seeing what they were arguing about, so I did. 338 00:33:21,920 --> 00:33:26,480 In real life, I was 17 years old at that time approaching a girl he didn't even know. 339 00:33:26,480 --> 00:33:30,000 I have never in my life drink more now, 340 00:33:30,000 --> 00:33:33,760 and while one drink might not be so bad, 341 00:33:33,760 --> 00:33:35,760 That stupid bartender keep pouring new cups. 342 00:33:35,760 --> 00:33:38,640 Towards the end of the evening he wasn't sure how much he drank. 343 00:33:40,240 --> 00:33:41,520 I need to find something else... 344 00:33:41,520 --> 00:33:44,960 Luckily most of the characters In the virtual world, everything is beautiful. 345 00:33:46,720 --> 00:33:50,720 Many people may find this silly, At least appearance is no longer an issue. 346 00:33:50,720 --> 00:33:52,240 The important thing is personality. 347 00:33:52,760 --> 00:33:57,200 I continued working back, even Got our first customer yesterday. 348 00:33:57,200 --> 00:34:01,720 I solved a few famous cases. It's a small company. 349 00:34:01,720 --> 00:34:04,320 This. Old business card. 350 00:34:04,320 --> 00:34:05,320 IBELIN REDMORE TTT 351 00:34:05,320 --> 00:34:07,800 You should go out there and spread the word. 352 00:34:08,320 --> 00:34:12,040 Ibelin Redmoore, private detective. Pleased to serve. 353 00:35:02,320 --> 00:35:04,480 Just a virtual kiss. 354 00:35:08,280 --> 00:35:10,760 But hey, I can almost feel it. 355 00:35:17,440 --> 00:35:21,760 That's what I've had all my life closest to love. 356 00:35:44,840 --> 00:35:45,920 It's amazing. 357 00:36:44,800 --> 00:36:47,520 He finally got bored stoned all night? 358 00:36:49,080 --> 00:36:50,520 The world is crazy. 359 00:36:50,520 --> 00:36:53,120 Just keep going and keep busy. 360 00:36:53,120 --> 00:36:54,400 All words about... 361 00:37:56,440 --> 00:38:01,760 NO HAS HAD ANY NEWS FROM YOU FOR A LONG TIME 362 00:38:10,920 --> 00:38:16,240 HOPEFULLY WILL HEARD FROM YOU AGAIN 363 00:38:19,960 --> 00:38:21,360 She just disappeared. 364 00:38:33,200 --> 00:38:34,880 She has to be somewhere. 365 00:38:48,240 --> 00:38:50,800 Wherever you are, Rumour, you're always with me. 366 00:39:21,520 --> 00:39:25,440 BREDA CITY HOLLAND 367 00:39:43,080 --> 00:39:46,360 I'm walking around Elwynn Forest near Goldshine. 368 00:39:51,160 --> 00:39:52,280 Delicious soup. 369 00:39:53,160 --> 00:39:57,040 And I see two people sitting around a campfire by the lake. 370 00:40:12,000 --> 00:40:15,440 I thought to myself: "I'll steal the hat and see how it goes." 371 00:40:15,440 --> 00:40:20,600 There was no forethought or planning Or any plans about that 372 00:40:20,600 --> 00:40:23,040 except, "I'll do that and see how it goes." 373 00:40:26,280 --> 00:40:29,320 We've got it all, "Let's go on a date together", 374 00:40:29,320 --> 00:40:30,960 and he will give flowers. 375 00:40:32,560 --> 00:40:35,520 It's quite cheesy but still great, 376 00:40:35,520 --> 00:40:38,440 every girl always says: "No, I don't need flowers", 377 00:40:38,440 --> 00:40:40,920 but we really like it when receiving flowers. 378 00:40:53,880 --> 00:41:00,760 I never saw him because of him don't want to make video calls or turn on the camera. 379 00:41:02,520 --> 00:41:04,920 He mostly types on the messaging window. 380 00:41:06,320 --> 00:41:07,920 And then we invited him: 381 00:41:07,920 --> 00:41:12,080 "Please join the voice group and we can talk together." 382 00:41:12,280 --> 00:41:13,560 but he refused. 383 00:41:23,560 --> 00:41:27,560 I roughly imagined him like one of my classmates 384 00:41:27,560 --> 00:41:29,920 because he's around my age. 385 00:41:29,920 --> 00:41:32,280 Studying in high school, walk through the lecture hall 386 00:41:33,440 --> 00:41:36,320 Something like that. After school 387 00:41:36,320 --> 00:41:39,160 I think he will downtown with some friends, 388 00:41:39,160 --> 00:41:40,840 Visit some game stores. 389 00:41:47,040 --> 00:41:49,840 We have the same interests, We go online every night. 390 00:41:49,840 --> 00:41:53,240 Just talk, role play, have fun. 391 00:41:55,400 --> 00:41:58,960 I played until night and it got to the point where my grades were affected. 392 00:42:01,040 --> 00:42:05,040 There were many controversies going on between me and mom and dad. 393 00:42:06,640 --> 00:42:09,640 My parents said, "Your grades have dropped. Parents don't want their children to fail. 394 00:42:10,480 --> 00:42:14,280 Sitting in the room is not good for children. I need to be active." 395 00:42:15,600 --> 00:42:17,400 My mother said: "You have to get out now, 396 00:42:17,400 --> 00:42:22,040 I will unplug the network cable to cut the connection", 397 00:42:22,040 --> 00:42:24,960 and I said, "No, I just need to play a little more. 398 00:42:24,960 --> 00:42:26,960 I'll be out in half an hour." 399 00:42:28,520 --> 00:42:30,160 And of course I didn't. 400 00:42:33,520 --> 00:42:36,640 And finally that which led to them confiscating my computer. 401 00:42:41,840 --> 00:42:46,320 I tried to salvage: "I can't now Tell your friends I won't come. 402 00:42:46,320 --> 00:42:49,160 Can you return the phone so I can notify you?" 403 00:42:50,520 --> 00:42:53,760 The parents replied: "They don't need to know, They are not my real friends. 404 00:42:54,760 --> 00:42:56,960 Why do you care? I've never met them. 405 00:42:56,960 --> 00:42:58,760 I have never met these people." 406 00:42:58,760 --> 00:43:00,080 That was painful. 407 00:43:06,760 --> 00:43:07,840 I have depression. 408 00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:15,920 I don't really find the reason to get out of bed. 409 00:43:20,120 --> 00:43:22,720 What do I live for? 410 00:43:25,280 --> 00:43:26,640 Those kinds of thoughts. 411 00:43:44,240 --> 00:43:47,160 I finally did Be away from it for a while. 412 00:43:47,160 --> 00:43:49,920 I should find a way to let them know At least something happened, 413 00:43:49,920 --> 00:43:54,520 and I discovered I could go to the library, there is a computer there. 414 00:44:01,600 --> 00:44:03,480 Hello Lis! Nice to hear from you again. 415 00:44:05,280 --> 00:44:07,560 First, he asked how I was. 416 00:44:09,160 --> 00:44:12,680 I replied: "It's okay. I'm still adapting and fine." 417 00:44:14,480 --> 00:44:18,840 It will be nice to talk to you again, hope to see you again at the end of the day. 418 00:44:18,840 --> 00:44:21,080 I'll understand if you don't show up. 419 00:44:25,840 --> 00:44:30,440 Ibelin is a good support, I must say, 420 00:44:30,440 --> 00:44:33,120 because it's a friend I can be open with 421 00:44:33,240 --> 00:44:34,960 about everything that's going on. 422 00:44:39,360 --> 00:44:41,600 Hello again, Merry Christmas. 423 00:44:42,920 --> 00:44:47,960 I think that's part of what helped me get out of depression. 424 00:44:49,960 --> 00:44:52,760 Hello Lis, how was your summer? 425 00:44:54,160 --> 00:44:56,160 Thank you because of the conversations we had last year. 426 00:45:00,240 --> 00:45:03,320 Here's a little I wrote today. Hope you like it. 427 00:45:08,840 --> 00:45:11,160 Dear Miss and Uncle Roovers, 428 00:45:11,160 --> 00:45:14,360 you may not know me, a friend of Lisette's daughter. 429 00:45:15,400 --> 00:45:18,000 Me and some of her friends care about her. 430 00:45:18,480 --> 00:45:20,960 We heard Her computer was confiscated. 431 00:45:23,360 --> 00:45:25,760 He actually wrote the letter to my parents 432 00:45:25,760 --> 00:45:29,440 asked them to return my computer 433 00:45:29,440 --> 00:45:31,800 and discussed this clearly. 434 00:45:33,200 --> 00:45:35,640 And he told me to show it to my parents, and I did. 435 00:45:41,360 --> 00:45:44,640 I don't know why you banned her play these games, 436 00:45:44,640 --> 00:45:47,200 There must be some way to resolve this contradiction. 437 00:45:48,080 --> 00:45:51,800 Don't push her away. Try to reach consensus. 438 00:45:54,320 --> 00:45:57,440 All I ask is aunts and uncles consider what they do 439 00:45:57,440 --> 00:46:00,440 and try to find a solution so that all can accept. 440 00:46:01,160 --> 00:46:02,800 Because this is not true. 441 00:46:04,800 --> 00:46:07,520 I think that's true was an odd thing for my parents 442 00:46:07,520 --> 00:46:13,160 when receiving a letter from someone worried about their daughter, 443 00:46:13,160 --> 00:46:15,440 people who live several countries away. 444 00:46:17,080 --> 00:46:21,280 I think he's a wonderful person, I consider him a close friend. 445 00:46:22,480 --> 00:46:25,880 From a worried friend, Mats Steen, Norway. 446 00:46:44,800 --> 00:46:45,640 Great! 447 00:47:07,640 --> 00:47:10,360 I drew Ibelin holding Rumor tightly. 448 00:47:16,200 --> 00:47:18,840 It says: "Cute warning", and a smiley face. 449 00:47:21,880 --> 00:47:23,680 I sent the picture to Mats. 450 00:47:31,120 --> 00:47:34,560 I'm really overwhelmed. A truly wonderful gift. 451 00:47:35,840 --> 00:47:37,600 It always makes me smile. 452 00:47:44,960 --> 00:47:49,520 In this other world, a girl is nowhere to be seen a wheelchair or something unusual. 453 00:47:50,120 --> 00:47:52,880 They will feel it my soul, my heart and my mind 454 00:47:52,880 --> 00:47:55,320 inside a strong, beautiful body. 455 00:47:56,400 --> 00:47:58,160 - It's Mats. - Right. 456 00:47:58,800 --> 00:48:01,080 In real life. I'm getting weaker and weaker, 457 00:48:01,080 --> 00:48:04,440 and can't even eat much I still enjoy a delicious Christmas dinner. 458 00:48:09,760 --> 00:48:11,520 Banana and powdered sugar. 459 00:48:12,960 --> 00:48:13,880 It's Mia's smoothie. 460 00:48:14,880 --> 00:48:17,280 That's strange just watching other people eat. 461 00:48:18,400 --> 00:48:20,680 Oh, how I miss those flavors. 462 00:48:24,840 --> 00:48:27,960 You see, I have my own eating utensils. 463 00:48:27,960 --> 00:48:29,920 pumping liquid food into me. 464 00:48:35,600 --> 00:48:37,920 I graduated with excellent grades. 465 00:48:38,400 --> 00:48:39,880 I'm one of the best. 466 00:48:41,000 --> 00:48:43,880 But I don't have a job to go to, there is nowhere to go. 467 00:48:46,160 --> 00:48:49,600 My dream is to be able to work, feel valued and respected. 468 00:49:22,200 --> 00:49:26,080 Before meeting Ibelin, I've seen him around. 469 00:49:28,720 --> 00:49:31,560 Every day when he logged into this game, 470 00:49:31,560 --> 00:49:33,640 he runs the same route 471 00:49:34,520 --> 00:49:35,640 about half an hour. 472 00:49:45,560 --> 00:49:47,760 And then we started chatting. 473 00:49:48,440 --> 00:49:52,880 He said he had a job and work a few hours early every day. 474 00:49:55,040 --> 00:49:59,280 After that he always plays games at the beginning of every day. 475 00:50:01,200 --> 00:50:03,240 So you don't trust Starlight... 476 00:50:04,520 --> 00:50:07,880 He doesn't like to share about his work. 477 00:50:09,120 --> 00:50:12,440 I thought: "Is something wrong?" 478 00:50:12,440 --> 00:50:14,400 But I don't want to pry. 479 00:50:17,320 --> 00:50:21,680 I started sharing things in my life with him. 480 00:50:31,720 --> 00:50:35,520 I can't really connect with my son as I wish because 481 00:50:35,520 --> 00:50:38,200 The boy has autism. 482 00:50:38,200 --> 00:50:41,960 I feel like a bad mother because Can't make my son feel better. 483 00:50:44,040 --> 00:50:45,520 That's really difficult. 484 00:50:51,760 --> 00:50:56,440 I have up to four years Can't bring myself to go out. 485 00:50:57,680 --> 00:51:00,400 I don't even go to school. 486 00:51:01,880 --> 00:51:03,920 I just stay at home. 487 00:51:03,920 --> 00:51:08,560 I lie on the bed Try to isolate from everything. 488 00:51:13,680 --> 00:51:16,240 The boy hates being touched. 489 00:51:16,400 --> 00:51:20,960 When I go to bed, my mother will want to a hug from me, and I'm like, 490 00:51:22,200 --> 00:51:24,120 yes, "Why?" 491 00:51:26,720 --> 00:51:31,440 I think that's because I have no connection with my mother. 492 00:51:31,440 --> 00:51:33,600 I tried to explain to Ibelin. 493 00:51:35,120 --> 00:51:37,560 He just kept quiet. 494 00:51:44,600 --> 00:51:48,760 Then he said: "Try to connect with my son through games, 495 00:51:48,760 --> 00:51:51,640 because she saw that he liked to play games." 496 00:51:52,840 --> 00:51:55,440 And then I said, "He's got a point." 497 00:52:04,640 --> 00:52:07,160 I clearly remember having fun playing. 498 00:52:10,000 --> 00:52:13,800 And I almost feel he is part of this family. 499 00:52:15,960 --> 00:52:17,920 But there are solutions to almost everything. 500 00:52:17,920 --> 00:52:22,280 I remember when I learned how to hug everyone in the game. 501 00:52:27,080 --> 00:52:29,160 One day Mikkel came 502 00:52:29,160 --> 00:52:32,440 and the boy said, "Mom, there's one emotional action in this game. 503 00:52:34,440 --> 00:52:36,120 Mom can hug like this." 504 00:52:36,840 --> 00:52:39,880 I was really looking forward to it Mom will accept that. 505 00:52:58,920 --> 00:53:02,360 I feel happy. 506 00:53:02,360 --> 00:53:05,960 Because I can give you what you want, 507 00:53:05,960 --> 00:53:08,280 without feeling uncomfortable. 508 00:53:12,400 --> 00:53:15,480 I said to Ibelin, "What have you done?" 509 00:53:16,960 --> 00:53:21,360 And he said: "Isn't it great, a new way for you to connect with your son?" 510 00:53:21,360 --> 00:53:24,000 I said: "Yes, that's right. 511 00:53:24,000 --> 00:53:27,520 She still wants to a real hug in real life." And he said: 512 00:53:27,520 --> 00:53:29,840 "Well, you can work hard to get that." 513 00:53:33,720 --> 00:53:36,920 - You were really bad. - I don't think they will be real. 514 00:53:38,200 --> 00:53:40,280 - What are you doing? - Falling. 515 00:53:41,080 --> 00:53:43,840 - Still falling? - No, I fell to the ground. 516 00:53:45,800 --> 00:53:47,400 It has helped a lot. 517 00:53:48,640 --> 00:53:53,360 The boy can tell me things which usually cannot be said in that game. 518 00:53:53,360 --> 00:53:56,480 - But the school said everything was fine? - Right. 519 00:53:56,480 --> 00:54:00,800 It was the first time in my life I can feel the love 520 00:54:00,800 --> 00:54:02,520 and begin to understand love. 521 00:54:02,520 --> 00:54:05,000 And that's one of those things, 522 00:54:05,000 --> 00:54:08,720 Heaven opens and everything becomes, like, 523 00:54:08,720 --> 00:54:11,400 This is what I've always been waiting for. 524 00:54:31,000 --> 00:54:32,240 I just have to say... 525 00:54:32,240 --> 00:54:35,240 And then Ibelin told me that... 526 00:54:35,240 --> 00:54:38,400 Sometimes we have to rush in, no matter how scary it looks. 527 00:54:55,040 --> 00:54:56,280 I have a pet. 528 00:54:57,080 --> 00:54:58,520 I call it Wolfie. 529 00:54:58,520 --> 00:54:59,680 I really like nature. 530 00:54:59,680 --> 00:55:01,640 He completed the daily mission. 531 00:55:01,640 --> 00:55:03,040 500 points for you. 532 00:55:04,760 --> 00:55:07,000 Reward yourself sometimes. 533 00:55:10,680 --> 00:55:12,480 There are solutions for almost everything. 534 00:55:19,680 --> 00:55:21,560 From then on, I went to school, 535 00:55:21,560 --> 00:55:23,440 Every day, I walk to school. 536 00:55:23,440 --> 00:55:25,720 Yes. Every day. 537 00:55:28,000 --> 00:55:32,960 I'll mess everything up, Then you guys find a solution! 538 00:55:33,560 --> 00:55:35,080 I go from 539 00:55:35,080 --> 00:55:38,000 the most negative person in the world, 540 00:55:38,000 --> 00:55:40,440 to someone who can tolerate everyone. 541 00:55:52,680 --> 00:55:54,240 IBELIN REDMORE TTT 542 00:55:56,800 --> 00:55:59,760 The story of Ibelin began to spread. 543 00:56:04,240 --> 00:56:06,520 Honestly, I think detective work 544 00:56:06,520 --> 00:56:08,800 just the way to him learn about people. 545 00:56:19,640 --> 00:56:21,640 I hope everything will work out. 546 00:56:23,280 --> 00:56:25,200 He's very, very understanding... 547 00:56:26,280 --> 00:56:31,000 ...sensitive. 548 00:56:33,520 --> 00:56:37,120 I've felt worthless for months, afraid to meet people. 549 00:56:38,920 --> 00:56:40,760 I don't really have anyone to talk to, 550 00:56:41,840 --> 00:56:43,920 and suddenly he asked me, 551 00:56:43,920 --> 00:56:44,920 "How are you?" 552 00:56:45,920 --> 00:56:49,080 And I told him everything. I told him how bad I felt. 553 00:56:50,640 --> 00:56:54,360 That's probably not much but it makes a lot of sense to me. 554 00:56:57,400 --> 00:56:58,640 I sympathize with you. 555 00:56:58,640 --> 00:57:00,160 I sympathize with you. 556 00:57:00,160 --> 00:57:04,520 He really cares about what I said. 557 00:57:07,360 --> 00:57:11,000 I don't think he knows What does that mean to me? 558 00:57:19,560 --> 00:57:23,760 Everyone in Starlight was very excited with a real-life meeting 559 00:57:24,760 --> 00:57:26,480 and saw each other for the first time. 560 00:57:31,160 --> 00:57:34,400 I am very excited about this event and look forward to meeting Ibelin 561 00:57:36,120 --> 00:57:39,960 and get to know him beyond the computer 562 00:57:39,960 --> 00:57:42,560 and there are firsthand stories to change 563 00:57:42,560 --> 00:57:44,520 instead of just via texting. 564 00:57:46,960 --> 00:57:47,920 I even asked: 565 00:57:47,920 --> 00:57:50,920 "Are you coming too, since everyone is coming?" 566 00:58:04,360 --> 00:58:07,920 But he said no, that he had other things to do. 567 00:58:11,400 --> 00:58:12,920 And I was very disappointed. 568 00:58:25,160 --> 00:58:28,880 I get to go abroad alone for the first time in my life, 569 00:58:28,880 --> 00:58:30,920 which I think is amazing. 570 00:58:36,320 --> 00:58:38,160 I've never met anyone. 571 00:58:38,160 --> 00:58:41,200 So for me, these are all new faces and I don't know anyone. 572 00:58:57,440 --> 00:59:01,720 We are sad when Ibelin Can't go to Denmark. 573 00:59:04,000 --> 00:59:07,200 KAI SIMON "NOMINE" STARLIGHT GANG LEADER 574 00:59:07,200 --> 00:59:09,320 I wrote a letter telling him: 575 00:59:09,320 --> 00:59:12,880 "We have a voice chat group. Are you participating?" 576 00:59:13,800 --> 00:59:18,440 And the answer is no, he doesn't want to participate in voice chat. 577 00:59:25,400 --> 00:59:28,680 I took the camera and started taking pictures 578 00:59:29,320 --> 00:59:31,400 so we can share with Ibelin. 579 00:59:59,200 --> 01:00:00,880 LIKE 580 01:00:04,000 --> 01:00:06,680 Love is always a difficult subject for me. 581 01:00:07,960 --> 01:00:10,080 It feels like it's not for me. 582 01:00:14,400 --> 01:00:16,400 And she lives in another country. 583 01:00:16,400 --> 01:00:19,160 Part of me knows there will be nothing. 584 01:00:19,160 --> 01:00:22,160 Wheelchairs and all that often makes things difficult. 585 01:00:23,720 --> 01:00:24,920 LIKE 586 01:00:26,560 --> 01:00:29,160 These gloomy thoughts find a way to drown me. 587 01:00:29,160 --> 01:00:30,400 Find excuses. 588 01:00:31,600 --> 01:00:34,120 When I'm online I can at least do what you want. 589 01:00:45,680 --> 01:00:47,240 My name is Ibelin. 590 01:00:48,800 --> 01:00:50,320 Ibelin Redmoore. 591 01:00:50,320 --> 01:00:53,480 Right now I'm at The Poison Tip Dagger. 592 01:00:54,560 --> 01:00:58,360 You won't believe the feeling of jumping from the roof How cool is this to another roof? 593 01:00:58,360 --> 01:01:00,480 Things could get worse. 594 01:01:05,400 --> 01:01:06,520 What a top. 595 01:01:31,800 --> 01:01:34,880 I'm walking in Stormwind, 596 01:01:34,880 --> 01:01:37,720 and I noticed that Ibelin was nearby. 597 01:02:32,040 --> 01:02:33,440 It's shocking, 598 01:02:33,440 --> 01:02:37,240 because I feel betrayed when he didn't tell me first. 599 01:02:38,600 --> 01:02:42,640 I found out when I got back into the game 600 01:02:42,640 --> 01:02:44,520 so I was very angry. 601 01:03:11,320 --> 01:03:14,320 He didn't understand the reason Why am I angry at him? 602 01:03:16,520 --> 01:03:19,200 I lost my motivation, I feel suffocated. 603 01:03:20,720 --> 01:03:22,520 Right now, I just want to be alone. 604 01:03:23,320 --> 01:03:24,360 No strings attached. 605 01:03:26,840 --> 01:03:28,240 I'm not good at commitment. 606 01:03:28,840 --> 01:03:31,840 I can't explain why I keep going 607 01:03:31,840 --> 01:03:34,080 shake everything off and move on. 608 01:03:35,840 --> 01:03:37,080 Like I always do. 609 01:03:52,840 --> 01:03:55,640 In World of Warcraft I flirted and dated a few women, 610 01:03:57,480 --> 01:03:59,040 but it can't be the same anymore. 611 01:04:09,320 --> 01:04:11,560 I never told her about my feelings. 612 01:04:14,000 --> 01:04:16,280 I remember thinking: 613 01:04:16,280 --> 01:04:18,080 "If only I wasn't disabled". 614 01:04:19,240 --> 01:04:20,920 That's always been my excuse. 615 01:04:28,000 --> 01:04:30,000 Why was I born with this disease? 616 01:04:31,160 --> 01:04:35,000 My body feels more and more like a prison holding me back. 617 01:04:38,000 --> 01:04:41,560 Using computers has become difficult in recent years. 618 01:04:42,680 --> 01:04:45,120 There's always a button I can't reach. 619 01:04:53,800 --> 01:04:56,880 Of course, this button sometimes need to be used. 620 01:05:00,720 --> 01:05:01,560 Help us. 621 01:05:02,920 --> 01:05:04,720 Hurry! 622 01:05:08,440 --> 01:05:11,040 Are you going to stand there all day? 623 01:05:16,960 --> 01:05:18,480 What's wrong with you? 624 01:05:20,800 --> 01:05:22,280 Truly useless! 625 01:05:31,840 --> 01:05:33,400 By the way, I'm Erica. 626 01:05:34,040 --> 01:05:37,840 She had assumed it would be safe up there. I don't understand why someone would... 627 01:05:39,640 --> 01:05:42,160 Agility is very important with a rogue. 628 01:05:44,080 --> 01:05:46,800 Damn, what's wrong with you? 629 01:05:48,200 --> 01:05:50,440 Ibelin, are you stupid? 630 01:06:00,200 --> 01:06:02,200 I've never been much of a fan of him. 631 01:06:02,200 --> 01:06:04,480 He is a hot-tempered gunner. 632 01:06:08,040 --> 01:06:10,000 I don't trust that bastard for a second. 633 01:06:10,880 --> 01:06:13,040 Keeping my mouth shut is a challenge for me. 634 01:06:13,040 --> 01:06:16,520 He is an old criminal, an old suspect. 635 01:06:16,520 --> 01:06:19,680 I have never met Who is more arrogant in his life? 636 01:06:20,200 --> 01:06:22,480 I never planned to be that guy, 637 01:06:22,480 --> 01:06:23,760 and now I'm here. 638 01:06:34,080 --> 01:06:37,400 Ibelin, you need to stop and calm down. 639 01:06:37,400 --> 01:06:41,080 You'll get in trouble If you keep talking like this. 640 01:06:41,080 --> 01:06:44,600 Your words hurt everyone. Please stop. 641 01:06:57,280 --> 01:07:00,560 ...try to be a leader of those who are there. 642 01:07:00,560 --> 01:07:02,640 At least fighting for Starlight... 643 01:07:17,360 --> 01:07:18,600 It's not fair. 644 01:07:25,480 --> 01:07:29,400 Her anger and resentment. She told me to go away several times. 645 01:07:31,120 --> 01:07:35,760 She is very lacking in humanity and empathy required of a leader. 646 01:07:35,760 --> 01:07:38,720 Maybe she'll finish the job, But at what cost? 647 01:07:40,200 --> 01:07:42,160 I can't stand this anymore. 648 01:07:50,280 --> 01:07:52,400 I felt hurt by those words. 649 01:08:00,040 --> 01:08:02,680 And I told him: "You hurt me." 650 01:08:04,080 --> 01:08:06,880 "You don't care about Starlight." 651 01:08:10,320 --> 01:08:16,000 And he replied: "A crazy rule in one stupid guild in stupid game. 652 01:08:16,000 --> 01:08:18,840 I don't want to play this stupid thing too". 653 01:08:18,840 --> 01:08:20,920 And then he logged out that night. 654 01:08:22,400 --> 01:08:24,920 And I thought, "Oh, my God." 655 01:08:33,400 --> 01:08:35,760 And I don't talk with him for a year. 656 01:08:38,840 --> 01:08:44,800 OSLO NORWAY 657 01:08:44,800 --> 01:08:49,600 His relationship problems to the point of becoming a stress factor. 658 01:08:50,320 --> 01:08:55,080 He doesn't have the right method to resolve and navigate it well. 659 01:08:56,320 --> 01:08:59,040 And it's starting to take its toll 660 01:08:59,040 --> 01:09:03,200 the events he will go to, events others will come to, 661 01:09:03,200 --> 01:09:05,520 the way people talk about each other. 662 01:09:05,520 --> 01:09:07,440 and people started choosing factions. 663 01:09:12,560 --> 01:09:16,680 Guild members started to stay away from him. 664 01:09:17,480 --> 01:09:21,960 They don't want to take risks participate in these conflicts. 665 01:09:28,120 --> 01:09:30,520 And it makes me angry when it takes twenty minutes... 666 01:09:30,520 --> 01:09:34,440 And there are also people come to us and say: 667 01:09:34,440 --> 01:09:37,720 “Hey, this is the third time he created controversy". 668 01:09:38,440 --> 01:09:40,440 So I need to talk to Ibelin. 669 01:09:45,720 --> 01:09:50,120 One day I wrote to Ibelin to ask: "Can I come to your place?" 670 01:09:50,120 --> 01:09:53,240 We both live in Oslo, It's only a short bus ride. 671 01:09:57,000 --> 01:09:59,120 And the answer is extremely short. 672 01:10:00,280 --> 01:10:03,600 No, he doesn't want visitors. 673 01:10:13,640 --> 01:10:15,400 Sometimes I think I can't breathe. 674 01:10:21,360 --> 01:10:22,880 Hold this button for me, will you? 675 01:10:23,480 --> 01:10:27,080 Fortunately, there's always an assistant nearby to help calm me down when this happens. 676 01:10:31,160 --> 01:10:34,000 I have 11 people work with me full time. 677 01:10:38,200 --> 01:10:41,400 One day, my chest gave out scary wheezing sound. 678 01:10:43,080 --> 01:10:45,600 I've never experienced it something like this. 679 01:10:49,280 --> 01:10:51,000 I can't breathe, 680 01:10:51,000 --> 01:10:53,560 and I started struggling in panic. 681 01:10:59,240 --> 01:11:02,560 I remember my mother screaming in panic when I fainted 682 01:11:02,560 --> 01:11:04,360 before I got in the ambulance. 683 01:11:12,680 --> 01:11:15,600 For some reason, everything is white and cold, 684 01:11:17,920 --> 01:11:19,640 like the Himalayas. 685 01:11:26,080 --> 01:11:29,000 This could be my mind playing tricks on me. 686 01:11:29,000 --> 01:11:31,000 But I was there. 687 01:11:43,160 --> 01:11:44,480 I remember thinking: 688 01:11:45,480 --> 01:11:46,320 "This is it". 689 01:11:47,720 --> 01:11:48,880 "This is the end". 690 01:12:00,400 --> 01:12:03,360 Finally, my eyes opened in the emergency room. 691 01:12:05,160 --> 01:12:08,080 This is one of the most difficult things I've been through it, 692 01:12:08,080 --> 01:12:09,880 even though I've been through a lot. 693 01:12:18,920 --> 01:12:20,200 Death will have to wait. 694 01:12:56,040 --> 01:12:59,200 Ibelin began There are log-out periods 695 01:12:59,200 --> 01:13:03,840 and I don't see him logged in into the game for a long time. 696 01:13:09,120 --> 01:13:12,560 There is a nagging feeling that something is wrong. 697 01:13:17,040 --> 01:13:20,440 He just said: "I'm going on vacation." 698 01:13:20,440 --> 01:13:21,880 I was like, "Hmm, 699 01:13:22,880 --> 01:13:25,080 There's something you're not telling me." 700 01:13:27,400 --> 01:13:31,080 I remember once asking: "Are you in jail, or...?" 701 01:13:31,080 --> 01:13:33,720 He replied: "No, I'm going to rest." 702 01:13:34,720 --> 01:13:38,280 And I asked: "Are you going on vacation to the hospital?" 703 01:13:43,200 --> 01:13:45,640 He didn't answer me for five minutes. 704 01:13:55,880 --> 01:13:59,360 Then he replied: "Sorry. I just had to go to the bathroom." 705 01:14:00,800 --> 01:14:04,680 And then I said, "You're on vacation in the hospital?" 706 01:14:04,680 --> 01:14:06,520 "No, not in the hospital," 707 01:14:06,520 --> 01:14:10,080 and I think there were ten words that didn't follow. 708 01:14:10,080 --> 01:14:12,600 "No, no, no, not in the hospital." 709 01:14:14,560 --> 01:14:17,320 I wrote and said: "Did I get it right?" 710 01:14:18,960 --> 01:14:21,280 The only thing he replied was: "Good night". 711 01:14:36,400 --> 01:14:38,800 I have to leave that city, 712 01:14:38,800 --> 01:14:39,920 stay away from it all. 713 01:14:53,640 --> 01:14:55,800 Games are my refuge. 714 01:14:56,720 --> 01:14:59,760 I'm safe here, feel valued and respected. 715 01:15:01,440 --> 01:15:03,480 Is my shelter threatened? 716 01:15:04,680 --> 01:15:07,200 What if I can't play the game anymore? 717 01:15:23,200 --> 01:15:26,240 Maybe I'm running away from something I cannot escape. 718 01:15:28,160 --> 01:15:29,000 Myself. 719 01:16:01,320 --> 01:16:04,320 And then he said: "I want to tell you something. 720 01:16:07,040 --> 01:16:11,680 Actually, I'm in a wheelchair. And I can only move my fingers. 721 01:16:15,600 --> 01:16:17,000 I have muscular dystrophy, 722 01:16:17,000 --> 01:16:19,640 So I don't know when I will die." 723 01:16:35,800 --> 01:16:38,840 And he said, "I don't want your pity. 724 01:16:44,680 --> 01:16:47,360 You're the only one who knows, 725 01:16:47,360 --> 01:16:49,320 and should be the only one who knows 726 01:16:49,320 --> 01:16:52,640 because I don't want anyone know that you are sick." 727 01:17:00,240 --> 01:17:03,280 I told him, "What are you afraid of?" 728 01:17:11,640 --> 01:17:14,680 He replied: "I'm afraid I'm nothing. 729 01:17:16,160 --> 01:17:19,680 You have to remember, I'm here 730 01:17:19,680 --> 01:17:23,840 in my apartment, with muscular dystrophy. 731 01:17:25,640 --> 01:17:28,200 I'm very afraid of death. I can't... 732 01:17:32,960 --> 01:17:36,520 move on and die which means nothing to anyone". 733 01:17:41,160 --> 01:17:42,400 I told him, 734 01:17:42,400 --> 01:17:45,960 "I think you've had a great influence into the lives of many people," 735 01:17:45,960 --> 01:17:47,600 and he said no. 736 01:17:52,080 --> 01:17:55,840 And I replied, "You are important to me and Mikkel." 737 01:18:04,120 --> 01:18:08,440 I didn't think I would have a life would be great today if it weren't for him. 738 01:18:10,200 --> 01:18:11,720 If it weren't for him, 739 01:18:11,720 --> 01:18:15,400 I didn't have a strong relationship like now with my mother, 740 01:18:16,040 --> 01:18:20,360 and maybe I didn't draw today or go to school. 741 01:18:21,280 --> 01:18:26,960 I think I'll be one sitting in the room all day, 742 01:18:26,960 --> 01:18:32,120 Hate yourself every day because I can't understand 743 01:18:32,120 --> 01:18:35,160 Why am I so different? 744 01:18:38,160 --> 01:18:39,000 So, yes. 745 01:18:41,280 --> 01:18:43,880 This affects me bigger than I thought. 746 01:18:47,640 --> 01:18:51,320 I told him What he means to us. 747 01:19:02,240 --> 01:19:06,600 And he said, "That makes me I really feel great inside. 748 01:19:06,600 --> 01:19:08,240 I'm grateful for that." 749 01:19:10,440 --> 01:19:14,120 Then I said: "Of course you are meaningful to all of us." 750 01:19:16,560 --> 01:19:21,080 And I listed a lot of names which he helped. 751 01:19:22,360 --> 01:19:24,640 And he texted back: 752 01:19:24,640 --> 01:19:27,160 "This is too emotional for me." 753 01:19:28,800 --> 01:19:32,760 And I said, "Sometimes you need it too must be emotional. 754 01:19:32,760 --> 01:19:35,120 Then you know I mean something to everyone. 755 01:19:41,000 --> 01:19:44,840 And I really hope You'll tell the others too." 756 01:20:21,560 --> 01:20:22,560 I still think about her. 757 01:20:36,320 --> 01:20:38,280 It's so strange with first love. 758 01:20:50,200 --> 01:20:53,680 This is a blog about my life is a disabled guy living in Norway. 759 01:20:58,480 --> 01:21:02,560 I have a congenital muscle disease called muscular dystrophy. 760 01:21:04,920 --> 01:21:08,240 It slowly causes muscle atrophy, making me weaker. 761 01:21:09,600 --> 01:21:12,720 I used to be able to walk, but now I have to use a wheelchair. 762 01:21:14,000 --> 01:21:15,280 That. 763 01:21:15,280 --> 01:21:16,960 It's good that we put that aside. 764 01:21:16,960 --> 01:21:20,320 POST 765 01:21:22,480 --> 01:21:26,040 I'm happy to share the story and reflect on my life with you. 766 01:21:47,920 --> 01:21:49,960 I was almost shocked when I read that article. 767 01:21:52,760 --> 01:21:56,720 His muscles are losing Which means he'll be gone soon. 768 01:22:06,880 --> 01:22:09,560 There's something exciting about her, 769 01:22:09,560 --> 01:22:12,480 her humor and the way she acts, 770 01:22:12,480 --> 01:22:14,160 the way she expresses herself. 771 01:22:18,440 --> 01:22:20,760 I remember thinking: "If only..." 772 01:22:22,040 --> 01:22:23,760 "If only I wasn't disabled". 773 01:22:25,520 --> 01:22:29,600 I can clearly understand that you don't want to be judged differently 774 01:22:29,600 --> 01:22:32,560 or that people will treat you different when they know about it 775 01:22:32,560 --> 01:22:35,360 and that can be a seriously reasonable fear. 776 01:22:45,920 --> 01:22:51,480 But at the same time, I expressed a lot private problems with him for many years, 777 01:22:51,480 --> 01:22:53,840 he didn't confide in me that way 778 01:22:53,840 --> 01:22:56,360 makes it feel wrong. 779 01:22:56,360 --> 01:23:01,520 Weird feeling Do not believe otherwise. 780 01:23:33,160 --> 01:23:36,640 And I said, "I don't know How should I react to this? 781 01:23:49,520 --> 01:23:53,080 But you're still you, So nothing has changed for me." 782 01:24:25,280 --> 01:24:27,640 Other than that, nothing has changed for me, 783 01:24:28,800 --> 01:24:32,680 We are largely back to normal. 784 01:25:35,040 --> 01:25:39,280 First, Mats wrote an apology hurt others in the community. 785 01:25:40,040 --> 01:25:43,760 I'm an emotional guy, and I usually follow my heart. 786 01:25:46,760 --> 01:25:47,760 I'm sorry. 787 01:25:56,320 --> 01:26:00,320 Then, he also decided Share the blog he has been writing. 788 01:26:07,600 --> 01:26:10,600 And read this blog, one of the most painful things 789 01:26:12,160 --> 01:26:15,960 I couldn't be there to help him the way he helped us. 790 01:26:22,640 --> 01:26:27,360 He received warmth and respect. 791 01:26:31,680 --> 01:26:36,160 And I think this gives him support 792 01:26:36,160 --> 01:26:41,840 and the necessary sense of security There's more to share. 793 01:26:48,960 --> 01:26:53,760 A young man in his 20s contacted the Oslo city office. 794 01:26:53,760 --> 01:26:55,960 He agreed to participate 795 01:26:56,200 --> 01:26:59,800 into an informational video about special equipment. 796 01:27:01,400 --> 01:27:06,520 The video was shown all over Norway and demonstrate special-purpose equipment 797 01:27:06,520 --> 01:27:09,440 can help everyone in similar circumstances. 798 01:27:09,440 --> 01:27:11,000 ...to play on the computer. 799 01:27:13,080 --> 01:27:17,040 The entire documentary is completed hidden from his parents, 800 01:27:17,760 --> 01:27:20,600 and that suits him, 801 01:27:20,600 --> 01:27:23,920 when he has determination, when he decided that: 802 01:27:23,920 --> 01:27:27,240 "Don't let the petty things go hinder or annoy 803 01:27:27,240 --> 01:27:29,520 When my parents found out about this, 804 01:27:29,520 --> 01:27:32,080 Better just get it done." 805 01:28:21,440 --> 01:28:25,640 THE JOURNEY HAS REACHED THE END POINT 806 01:28:25,640 --> 01:28:28,480 SON, BROTHER AND DEAR FRIEND OURS IS GONE THIS NIGHT. 807 01:28:35,040 --> 01:28:37,400 They leave their email address in the blog post. 808 01:28:39,320 --> 01:28:41,600 I couldn't describe it... 809 01:28:42,760 --> 01:28:45,280 how... 810 01:28:45,280 --> 01:28:49,760 How to tell them that their son What it has meant to me over the years 811 01:28:49,760 --> 01:28:52,800 so I don't really Write a lengthy email. 812 01:28:52,800 --> 01:28:55,480 I only wrote about two paragraphs for them. 813 01:28:58,000 --> 01:29:01,840 Just to tell them: 814 01:29:01,840 --> 01:29:07,240 "Your son is a wonderful person and I'm so glad I got to know him, and—" 815 01:29:09,600 --> 01:29:14,480 It was really bad when he left. 816 01:29:18,440 --> 01:29:21,920 Sincere condolences MATS IS ALWAYS REMEMBERED 817 01:29:21,920 --> 01:29:24,280 "Dear Robert, Trude and Mia. 818 01:29:25,280 --> 01:29:28,680 Mats is a true friend to me. 819 01:29:33,960 --> 01:29:35,240 MATS AND STARLIGHT 820 01:29:41,480 --> 01:29:47,120 Despite my own difficulties, he still has the power to help us. 821 01:29:51,200 --> 01:29:56,920 What matters to Mats is ability Spread joy in our lives. 822 01:30:00,120 --> 01:30:06,360 And what I learned from his example changed the way I think about life, 823 01:30:06,360 --> 01:30:12,200 and I hope wherever he is, he knows that 824 01:30:12,200 --> 01:30:15,640 everyone remembers and cherishes him and is smiling". 825 01:30:26,320 --> 01:30:29,920 MATS STEEN REMEMBER AND NEVER FORGET 826 01:30:29,920 --> 01:30:32,840 When we think about the tombstone, 827 01:30:34,440 --> 01:30:36,760 with what's written on it, 828 01:30:36,760 --> 01:30:43,600 We decided it would be One beer, one young, beautiful 829 01:30:45,080 --> 01:30:47,640 engraved, "Mats Steen". 830 01:30:50,800 --> 01:30:54,720 KAI SIMON FREDRIKSEN FUNERAL 831 01:30:54,720 --> 01:30:56,680 Dear Trude, Robert and Mia. 832 01:30:59,760 --> 01:31:02,960 I don't know if this is it Is the request too much? 833 01:31:02,960 --> 01:31:05,000 but I wonder when The funeral takes place 834 01:31:05,000 --> 01:31:09,560 and whether it is possible for five of Mats's friends to attend? 835 01:31:11,800 --> 01:31:16,160 We are from Norway, Denmark, Finland, England and the Netherlands. 836 01:31:16,160 --> 01:31:19,000 And we also want to bring the guild shirt. 837 01:31:24,800 --> 01:31:31,800 VESTRE GRAVLUND CHAPEL, OSLO PRIVATE VIDEO RECORDED FOR FAMILY 838 01:31:33,520 --> 01:31:37,760 OUR SON, OUR BROTHER. THANK YOU FOR THE HAPPY TIMES. 839 01:31:37,760 --> 01:31:40,320 FOREVER IN THE HEART 840 01:32:10,720 --> 01:32:13,160 I want to share something with you, Mats. 841 01:32:14,280 --> 01:32:19,480 The biggest pain for mother, child and father endure all your life 842 01:32:19,480 --> 01:32:25,200 it is you, because of the disease that we brought me into this world, 843 01:32:25,200 --> 01:32:28,960 cannot experience love. 844 01:32:30,120 --> 01:32:32,240 You cannot experience friendship. 845 01:32:33,400 --> 01:32:37,200 I cannot experience social relationships, 846 01:32:37,200 --> 01:32:39,880 and shared activities with others. 847 01:32:41,720 --> 01:32:46,200 I cannot experience contributing to society 848 01:32:46,200 --> 01:32:49,720 and plays an important role in the lives of others. 849 01:32:50,760 --> 01:32:55,640 This is the biggest sadness of parents. 850 01:32:58,400 --> 01:33:02,520 You proved us wrong. You proved us very wrong. 851 01:33:02,520 --> 01:33:05,800 And I prove myself really helpful. 852 01:33:06,800 --> 01:33:13,320 But just last week, we're actually almost aware 853 01:33:13,320 --> 01:33:16,720 the full impact of the digital community in his son's life. 854 01:33:18,080 --> 01:33:24,200 Last week Dad figured that out in the last 10 years of my life, 855 01:33:24,200 --> 01:33:29,280 I spent 15 to 20 thousand hours 856 01:33:29,280 --> 01:33:31,400 with this digital community. 857 01:33:34,040 --> 01:33:37,160 Mats really fell in love. 858 01:33:39,160 --> 01:33:43,360 Mats many times accused of being a womanizer. 859 01:33:45,400 --> 01:33:48,400 And I have to admit, as a father, I'm a little proud. 860 01:33:52,440 --> 01:33:57,520 For eight years In the world of role-playing, Mats is 861 01:33:57,520 --> 01:34:04,000 a major contributor and co-author by the amazing community called Starlight. 862 01:34:05,240 --> 01:34:09,400 Where you experience love, 863 01:34:09,400 --> 01:34:10,880 friendship, 864 01:34:10,880 --> 01:34:16,480 and the feeling of making a difference in everyone's life. 865 01:34:26,520 --> 01:34:30,640 I met Mats somewhere without limits to his body. 866 01:34:31,800 --> 01:34:34,680 Where what you struggle with every day, the difficulties you face 867 01:34:34,680 --> 01:34:36,560 no longer important. 868 01:34:36,560 --> 01:34:40,480 In one place that he can choose to be. 869 01:34:41,800 --> 01:34:45,600 And many years ago, Mats chose to join us 870 01:34:45,600 --> 01:34:48,960 and create friendship with us in Starlight. 871 01:34:49,960 --> 01:34:52,640 Accidental encounters has become a friendship 872 01:34:53,920 --> 01:34:57,480 and finally, take the five of us are here today. 873 01:34:58,800 --> 01:35:00,640 Mats has reached far. 874 01:35:04,200 --> 01:35:05,960 And he helped others. 875 01:35:06,120 --> 01:35:10,640 This is a reality in every story everyone shared about him. 876 01:35:11,440 --> 01:35:13,160 He is selfless and kind. 877 01:35:14,120 --> 01:35:18,800 He is a good listener, one who welcomes and accepts others. 878 01:35:21,040 --> 01:35:25,840 What matters to Mats is ability Spread joy in life. 879 01:35:27,280 --> 01:35:31,720 Despite disabilities, he had the power to help us. 880 01:35:33,040 --> 01:35:35,000 And the last thing he said... 881 01:35:37,040 --> 01:35:38,720 Through family, 882 01:35:38,720 --> 01:35:42,400 "Tell everyone you love them, and they changed my life. 883 01:35:42,400 --> 01:35:44,240 Please say goodbye to them." 884 01:35:46,240 --> 01:35:47,520 And Mats, 885 01:35:47,520 --> 01:35:49,600 Thank you for making a difference. 886 01:37:27,680 --> 01:37:34,680 AFTER THE FUNERAL, FRIENDS GATHERED REMEMBER HIM 887 01:37:41,520 --> 01:37:47,240 THIS HAS TURNED INTO AN ANNUAL CEREMONY 888 01:38:45,840 --> 01:38:49,520 {\an8}MATS "IBELIN" STEEN JULY 3, 1989 - NOVEMBER 18, 2014 889 01:38:49,520 --> 01:38:54,280 {\an8}MEMORIAL NEVER FORGET 890 01:42:11,640 --> 01:42:13,640 Translator: Tony Viet